Breath, Blood or Urine...No thanks I'm Full

Went to Coldplay last night. By far the most spectacular show I have ever seen and the fact that I had bitchin seats didn't hurt either. Started the night out right with the BLUE crew at J's house. After some libations and some grub we headed downtown to catch the show. I was pretty buzzed when I got there and the 5 beers I had there only made the situation that much more interesting. Needless to say, I had to call a friend who lives downtown to come pick me up after the show. Ran into the X, her mother and her X while wasted, pretty sure that didn't go well. But all in all I had a blast, cheered, clapped and sang myself hoarse. Truly a night I will never forget whether you believe that or not.

According to my source, the end of the world will be on February 14th, in the year two thousand and sixteen. ...Valentine's Day Bummer

Last night was great! Food, alcohol, 24, How I Met Your Mother and a hell of a dual in Double Dash. And to quote Dean Martin:

"You Haven't Drunk too much wine if you can still lie on the floor without holding on!"

Got an email this morning from the girl....

I'm dancin...
And Singin....
In...The Rain

Can You Read My Mind?

I have had a lot on my mind lately and not necessarily about one subject area in particular either. For those that know me well they know that when I talk I get long winded in an attempt to convey the most accurate representation of what I am actually thinking. Anyways, what I am getting at is it would be a lot easier if people could just read my mind. It would save me the embarrassing explanations out of my frequent Freudian slips and the like

No update on the girl situation. After an unpleasant ending to an otherwise pleasant evening, our last encounter / date went well. She asked me to call her when I got home which I did more than once with no answer or return phone call. Whatever, I hate this shit sometimes, more work and worry than it is worth if you ask me. I know that I like her and visa versa, the question is will it work and is the timing right. Who the hell knows....done

You're Money and You Don't Even Know It

With the last two women that have entered my life romantically I think todays entry title sums me up. Not to drop the ego bomb or anything, but they have both been the kind of girls I always thought of as being out of my league. The problem with that mentality is I turn into a limp noodle in the initial stages unable to strategize and play it cool.

Prime example: Last night I headed up to Roja for some shrimp tacos and Adam met me up there for a beer. We're just sitting there shooting the classics shit and I'm finding myself stuck in the inevitable vortex of uncertainty and second guessing, that is inevitable during the first few weeks of dating someone. Obviously, from my previous entry you all know that there is a new interest in my life. Well, I started asking Adam stupid questions like how often should I call, and is going out more than once a week at first moving too fast? I know that I enjoy all of the time that I spend with her, but I also know that it might be too much. No, I'm not a social retard, but this crap is very delicate.

Unfortunately, there is this fine line in the initial stages of dating as far as the attention one shows the other person in the relationship. Too much attention and you come off as unstable and desperate, too little (even if you're playing hard to get) can be misinterpreted as disinterested, it's a bloody mess if you ask me. Right now my self image resembles Mike from the movie swingers. Don't get me wrong, on the outside I'm a lot smoother, but my internal dialogue is damn near an exact match. Good God, it's 9:30 in the morning and after thinking about all this crap I need a drink. Wish me luck!

Do You Like Apples?....I Got Her Number, How Do You Like Dem Apples?

21-10 and who cares, Superbowl what's that. I spent the weekend doing many things, but I would have to say that the highlights were the 3 evenings I spent with a girl. Of all the crap I have had to deal with in my personal life in the past four years, my time with her thus far in all aspects can be summed up in one word, "refreshing". No stress, no expectations, and a natural connection that is completely genuine and unique. Although I think that goes without saying when you spend 3 evenings in a row with someone. Anyway, if it is not already obvious, my internal voice is incesantly reminding me not to screw this up. So far being me has done wonders and I will continue to be real and if that wins her over then what more could you ask for.

Good Night and Good Luck